The Meaning Of Friends
haiz.. alwiz blog some unhappy things..
Dont see me alwiz spam at public in the games or alwiz very happy around the internet.. who will know the deeper part of my heart? my real life is totally not happy at all.. thats why no matter wad i aso will on9.. not in game aso sure will on9 in msn or skype.. why... is becoz.. i really cannot feel i have any "fren" in my real life..
not i dunwan be fren with them.. all their activities i got tried to join like play badminton.. go out sing K together.. i all aso got join juz hope to be 1 of their member in their gang.. however inside their heart i'm juz a randomer..
my another fren which is same class with me have his bday party in class at the friday b4 1/5/2007. i forgot which day already.. that gang never ask me to spend some money.. share with them to clelbrate with my fren.. seriusly.. i really sad.. i juz sit beside and behide nd in front of them..however they really can treat me as a randomer..
the most funny things is.. my bday party is not them to held for me.. but is my another group of fren who i juz know them when the school flower drum song play.. i tot they will celebrate with me but they didnt.. is my another group of different class frens celebrate with me.. really sad..
now in class.. they got go sing k.. or do wadever activities they got ask whole gang.. but treat me like invisible.. i didnt ask for more.. juz.. ppl who do chat with me or who be my frens b4 aso know (in internet) i am a kind of ppl who no talk aso can die 1.. and now i'm being ignoring in class.. my real life...
that is y.. eventhought my result getting worst.. but i still wanna on9.. juz becoz i wan my frens stand beside me. i nid frens.. real life cant give me wad i wan.. or mayb.. i really not suitable for their gang..
and my result is.. i hate my class now.. i hate being lonely.. i hate.. really.. hate...
Best Regards
venus
Bad Days
today many things wanna talk about. 1st is of coz about my school play la!! today finally enter the serious's 1st play (already did 2 play for form1&form2 student and for family b4). very scarly le... tomorrow more cham, will have more people. however our stage group already dun have any mistake. only sometimes got ppl fall down somethings so have the sound ping ping pong pong =.=!!! i aso wish can take picture from there and post up at here for sharing geh... however i dun have digital camera!! T.T
2nd things is about my wmo things. i dunwan talk much about it at here. becoz here is public and someone always check my frenster, blogger and other things. juz i feel very stress and i'm lost. arrrrr maybe we should tell a people a line before start any relationship with him/her. just here have a massage to whoever read my this post. if that ppl already no more love you, please dun keep focsing or do somethings which u didnt feel like treatening ut he/she does feel to that people. by doing so only will make him/her feel annoying, maybe cant be fren anymore too. juz, let him/her go. this world didnt have any fair for all the people. If it does, why some people cant see the world right after he/she birth? some people why cant found their partner for whole of his/her life? some people why dun have hands/leg when they birth? some people why never do wrong thngs but will pass away when he/she is youth. use ur maturity to think about it. do your part. tat's is.
have a nice day~
best regards
venus
Flower Drum song
waaa i tot holidays can rest geh.. but holidays me and my classmate help our school to gao tim flower drum song see we so guai ^^
Flower drum song is about 3 familys geh. tat's a guy call A introduce a girl call B to another guy call C. that C go dating with another girl name D. then that A love that D and so did the D aso love that A. That B aso love that C and that C aso love that B. However their family ask that A marry with B. on marry that day finally that B tell ppl about she actually love C. then happy ending jor...
at this show i'm not an actor.. but i'm juz controlling the things which they wanna use. Althought my place (another 7 ppl of my classmate) aso become tempo replacement only me didnt. from start i feel i really useless but after awhile i think maybe coz he (leader) dunwan all ppl become replacement then no ppl care about the things so leave me care lo.. so i mai care lo xD
each time go school need take 4 or 5 hours ... sometimes is very early early like 9am or 8am.. sometimes is 5pm or 6pm till night 10 or 11... this holidays really busy... T.T
Anyway, i enjoy it coz i learn about not actors baru important le. the ppl who working behide it is very important too. My fren who work for these stuff for about 3 months keep scolding by teacher... i ke lian him.. that's y i wan do my best part! Dunwan let him get scold again :P
Anyway, who wan watch this flower drum song at ACS ipoh (23,24,25 of march 2007) at night 8pm geh show, please contract me at msn
-venustan1988@hotmail.com or skype -venustan1988 or my hp if u got. Ticket price is RM20 (bak) and RM30 (front). Rm20 geh friday and satuday already all sold out. who wan must be fast o!!!!!
Best Regards,
Venus
=.=
This week o.. venus very tired lo.. my school very ma fan.. wan have activities for society need to find teacher sign this sigh that.. then wan make announcement aso need to find teacher to sign.. me sec for that society.. almost everyday aso bring paper walking around the school when recess.. T.T
But after school i go on9 at sdo saw rong rong only le.. all tiredness gone. Althought he lazy type so we chat very few. but i like to see his reacktion /... =.=v these 2.. haha.. quite funny o~!
CNY coming le.. wad to do le? whole week holidays but still need to study.. T.T juz hope my 1st exam i enver fail =.=v
Good luck o~! /hug~!
Best Regards.
Venus
Ke Lian venus!! T.T
T.T very cham ar.. venus sick jor.. T.T... headache.. fever.. + no speaker in sdo already =.=.. i was thinking should i waste 500 m points to buy 30 speaker le? 500 point is RM 5 jor!!! got abit "bu she de" but wanna spam in speaker.. teach me how!!!
btw today very happy noh. my ex bf in sdo he today talk alots with venus le~! but he keep on sorry =.= actually venus dun mind jor geh. past jor ma. xD as he said. wan see a cute cute venus last time. venus still remember. so venus must be happy and cute cute noh. xD (ppl who thought i acting cute geh.. go blame my ex-bf.. he wan see i cute geh =.=v) feel very happy lo coz he got read my blog geh but i dunno only.. really sorry i somemore say he never care about me coz never read my blog.. i shoulndt say that.. >"< really sorry~!
hmm today feel cham aso coz tomorrow got school... /faint! sick somemore wanna go school.. sei mou? T.T hope can tahan la.. :P
hmm.. wad else to post le? coz if i no post denny going to wek me =.=!! sei denny always say "you blog 10 years aso never update once la! sei venus" =.=!!! sei denny always copy venus geh "sei"... that 25 zai aso.. copy venus =.=...
k la ntg much to talk. juz feel happy althought i am sick coz fren bak with him. ^.^V
All best and good luck o~!
Best Regards,
Venus
Busy Busy Busy..
Long time didnt write post le.. Actually not I dont want to write is too many things happen these weeks.. Like.. I just break up with my online bf.. reason? dont want post at here. =.=v
Anyways.. but i found another online sdo bf ^.^V his name is [Gg]LittleRong ~! Actually is i kao(chase) him geh.. but quite funny in the process.. until now everytime when i think i also can smile.. a sweet smile. xD My fren say i "fat hao" =.=!!! dont wan choy them la~!
Rong o.. he quite funny sometimes. like in sdo hor.. when i win him in sdo once time he will say "quit sdo~!" xD but he didnt lo.. then if he win me he will ask me quit sdo.. haha.. juz funny la.. His voice also sweet o~! his homewotn at ipoh however he dunno wher is jasco.. =.=!!! tat means i noe he in ipoh also no use.. coz he dunno the way jor.. how go gai gai with him? haiz...
Nvm la! wait i go KL tbun there visit him lo..he and mimi and ding dong bell and his other frens always go tbun cafe play geh.. can everyday also go no nid study geh.. geng mou? =.=!!!
mmm.. these days o... bz studying lo.. do maths lo.. i damn worry about my chemistry.. after finish my maths i must faster rush back my chemistry.. coz the teacher at school teach wad i aslo dunno
That's all for this post. ^.^V
Prepare by Venus~!
School Day Lor~
waaa.. school started!! venus very scare of this year because venus will take STPm this year. Why venus typing so cute? typing with replace "venus" for "i" and "me" and "my"? It is because venus learn and copy from 1 of my fren [Gg]LittleMi from SDO. He is same age with venus too. but he is studying in colledge at KL geh..
This holiday ar.. venus very enjoy. ^^ venus went to Kedah... then went to Kuantan ... then when come back left only 2 weeks holidays.. venus keep on playing SDO non-stop from Lv 20 can jump to Lv 24 in only 3 and a half days!!! Venus so happy.. but sad also.. 3007 prefect 11 cools didnt get any badge.. T.T that stupid competition make venus sad.. T.T
School day start lo.. venus will spend more time on studying.. maybe will only use 1 or 2 hours to online. Because venus dont wan disapointed venus's mami.. althought it's hard to get a good result in STPm for venus but venus will try my best geh ^^
Btw.. i venus happy in SDO because of some of the [Gg] guild members. got...
[Gg]BabyDevil
[Gg]BabyDingo
[Gg]BabyBelle
[Gg]BabyZeusy
[Gg]BabyBilly
[Gg]BabyAaron
[Gg]BabyFaCez
[Gg]Babysup3r
[Gg]LittleMi
[Gg]LittleRong
and many others... hope can be frens forever~! ^^
Best Regards.
Venus
