Friday, November 10, 2006

星语心愿

星语心愿
曲 编:金培达词:高雪岚

我要控制我自己
不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你
不愿想起你
怪自己没有勇气
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
心痛得无法呼吸
找不到昨天留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看见你
却无能为力
任你消失在世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由
再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头
那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿
让你知道我爱你

Why I choose this song? because it is like my now.. but this is 2nd song.. my 1st song which is refering me is reflaction. I always control myself.. Dun wan let myself cry again. because he told me before, he scare the people he love cry he will gone crazy if he saw it. We already end our relationship, however didnt means i already didnt love him. But what I can do is to act like didnt care him at all.. become fren back.. even look at him very painful i also can't help i really feel useless... he stop his treatment already. but i still cannot help him.. i really useless.. and he become cold and cold towards me.. hmm.. izzit not the things i wan? i tot i wan he being cold towards me.. but.. how come i also very sad to saw it?

haiz...

1 Comments:

At 5:16 AM, Blogger ckyeo said...

Internet relationships are pure scum and degenerating, you shall not have any hard feeling over it, ask the sky keep him la.

 

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